Ahh, I can remember it like it was yesterday. I was waking up in the middle of the night after a very real dream had just entered my head. But this was a pretty special kind of dream, one of those that you can’t shake off. One of those that make you start thinking what God has planned for you. But even with all that I quietly dismissed it as figments of my imagination. In my dreams God was moving me from my current activities into a new stage of my life, and by current I mean 2010. In my dreams I felt the need to study a new language and that need turned into passion once I woke up. But I prayed, left it in God's hands and continued with my every day activities.
But God wanted to make sure that I received the message, so once again I dreamt, and I woke up after going through the same dream I had a few weeks prior. In my dreams God was also letting me know that I had to work with other folks, and he was showing me that people would support me in the journey. I prayed again. I asked God for a clear revelation of what I had just seen, and then I went to bed again. But the passion in my heart was stronger every day. Learn a new language, move to what God was telling me to do.
And then I dreamt again. It was amazing. I woke up after a few minutes ago I was hearing the same words from God. He was telling me “Didn’t I give you a dream, didn’t I give you direction, what I ask of you has a purpose, follow your dream.” And you may ask, what is that dream, what is that direction, well it’s very simple. I year prior to these dreams God had also spoken to me in dreams telling me to learn Mandarin. He gave no reason; he gave no other indications, just “Study Mandarin”. So I did, but I did not do it well. Time passed and I stopped. And now God was telling me, don’t stop, keep on moving.
So I renewed my efforts, I started telling my dreams to my closest friends. But not all of them understood. Some of them pushed back and some though I was going crazy. But once god gives you instructions, you must act. It does not matter what people around you are saying, you have your instructions.
And weeks later one other very amazing thing happened. God gave me a new heart!!! Yes, it may sound funny to you, but he did. And not that my heart was hurt or broken, my heart was in great condition. But in a new dream, God took a heart from a chest that read “Chinese Heart”, took it in his hands and placed it inside me. It might seem odd to you, but something did change in me. From that day on my love for China and its people grew. They hold a very special place in me and I know that God is who made that transformation.
So in a few hours my wife and I embark in an exciting journey, we are headed to China, we want to hear God’s word to us in the land that I hold dearly. We want to listen to his voice, and find new direction and clearer paths for us. I know that this trip will bring new challenges but also will bring new hope and new dreams. With a heavy heart we leave our children behind but we know that they are very well taken care of.
It still seems to me like yesterday that I had the first dream, but today is a day of new beginnings.